life of an artist
Call me crazy but I find I am more active late morning to midday…I guess 9 to 5? I dunno I’m weird :|. At night I have trouble concentrating. I know I don’t get it either
One thing I really hate about myself is that my mind tends to wander and think of insecure shit and half of the time I won’t even realize I am torturing myself with possibilities and worries of things that may or may not come to pass. Instead I should be putting energy into being proactive and making sure that I live a life I’m happy with, instead of worrying over it. I need to repeat this to myself. Constantly
From now on I live for myself. I have been living for others for many years. I have wasted so much time and gotten nothing in return. I will fade out these activities and start living for myself. I can’t get back all the years but I can get back my life.